Where them boys at?

This is a post to touch on the subject of, realtionships, and the opposite sex etc.
I haven't had many relationships worthy of talking about, they never lasted very long, and it was no fault of mine, or the guys, it just didn't work. I cried for a week, he sent messages, we argued. We moved on.
I know like all other girls out there, that when you like someone, the sun shines out of this person like you wouldn't believe. I have recently been in one of these situations, and even at the age of 19, nearly 20, I still make mistakes, I'm still learning what relationships, and love is about and even understanding the difference between lust and love. There is a girl out there, even hundreds, in the same position as me, and the same position as anyone reading this.
My worst 'habit', is I always go for the guys that are no good for me, I'd do anything for someone, whether it's a lad, friend, family member or someone I just pass myself with and be friendly and civil to. I was brought up to be giving, and I am like that. Which soon leads to you being stomped all over, and you're no sooner yesterdays news to them. I have a fixation with 'bad boys' and my mum always did and still does 'warn' me about them, but you cannot help who you form feelings for. I'm not saying you're falling in love with them, because I can say, I do not love someone at the minute. But I do care, and 'like' them, but finding out that you are nothing much to them than an 'aquaintance' can be a stab in the back.
I feel at this time in my life I am setting up my career being at University, I'm really finding out the person I am. But it has also left me very vulnerable to other people.
I guess I'm writing this post to say...you're not alone. You're not the only person feeling like this, and that there are hundreds of girls out there feeling just the same way as you. At the end of the day, we're all after our Notebook moment.